Nerds lose their virginity @ an impromptu Christmas gangbang.
Not even knowing what I wanted except to maybe push the fabric of her dress the rest of the way down her arms, exposing her torso completely.
The material was sagging between her breasts and barely covering her nipples now. If I caused her to shift her weight in just the right way or brushed my hand against the fabric even slightly I knew that it would fall away and give me what I wanted to see.
And I couldn't believe that I wanted to see it, I hated myself for wanting to see it, but at the same time she was something so much different than I expected and almost foreign to me.
"I feel sleepy now," she said and I felt my excitement crash and burn inside of me at her words.
"Really?" I asked, trying to sound casual as she continued to stroke my arm. "There's still a bit of wine left, do you want the rest of it before you go to bed?" It sounded desperate even as I said it.
"I better not," she said and opened her eyes lazily to smile at me and slowly pull away. "Can you show me where I'm sleeping?"
"Of course," I said, gathering my inner strength and attempting to stifle my feelings of disappointment. I shouldn't be thinking this way and she was the one behaving appropriately. I stood up and looked around for her bag but she was already grabbing it herself and turning back around to face me.
"This way," I motioned with my head and walked her across the living room to a hallway beneath the stairs that led to two guest rooms. I took her to the larger room. It faced the lake in the back of the house and gave her a view of the land as it sloped down the hill towards a large valley of grass and flowers. I hoped that the view would impress her.
I opened the door slowly, and watched her step past me into the room.
"Oh, it's lovely," she marveled and dropped her suitcase beside the inside of the door to walk across the room and climb onto the bed on her hands and knees. There was a large, bay window beside the bed that had been designed to let the morning light in, and she crawled across the bedspread to sit beside it and admire the view.
"It's dark outside so you can't see much right now but its a great view, I promise you," I said, rubbing my foot along the carpet.
"Mm," she said quietly. She turned to smile at me as she stretched her arms above her head, yawning, and then fell back to collapse childishly upon the comforter. Her arms and hair fanned out like a halo around her head.
"Well, I'll let you unpack and get some sleep then," I said, taking my cue and turning to leave.
"James," I heard her murmur from me behind me. A tiny siren's call.
"Yes?" I asked, turning around again to look at her.
She had sat up, her hair strewn around her shoulders, to look at me playfully. Propping herself up upon one arm. "Don't want you want to kiss me good night? Like a good father? You've never been able to kiss me good night before."
My mouth was dry and I think she saw me swallow hard because her lips quivered in a slightly hidden smile. Her eyes stayed innocent and friendly.
"Of course," I responded, crossing the room perhaps a little too quickly to reach her side.
She smiled and tilted her head backwards from her mermaid-like sitting position on the bed to point her lips up towards me, slightly puckered. I hesitated, unsure of how to read her body language or what it meant in how she presented her lips to me. I decided to take the safer route and leaned down to place a hand behind her head and cradle her as I placed a kiss gently upon her cheek.
She seemed satisfied and whispered "thank you" in a small voice that my dick seemed to enjoy. I nodded and took my leave, exiting the room in what felt like a slightly defeated way. I already knew that I was going to have to masturbate furiously tonight if I wanted to be able to sleep at all.
An hour later in my room, I let the shameful fantasies come to life in my mind.