A writer has his virginity taken from him by the forest.
The obscure touches were driving me mad and inevitably round one went to him. I threw my controller on the floor and lay back on my bed. Kyle followed suit. He turned his head to stare at me and we lay like that for a minute before he broke the spell.
"So, are you scared? I mean a whole year away."
"Nah." I answered. "Well maybe just a little. But I am excited too."
He rolled his head away and stared up at the ceiling
"I'm going to miss you." He sounded sad, but he punched me in the arm and sat up on the bed. "You have to promise to tell me what the chicks are like over there."
I closed my eyes, determined to tell him once and for all.
"I don't think so Kyle." I sat up sitting like he was, facing each other.
"What do you mean? You have to dude! It's only fair."
"Because," I started slowly, my heart hammering in chest. "I am gay." There I said it. I looked at my friend slowly taking in what I said to him.
"Will? Did.. did you just come out to me?" Kyle looked incredulous.
I tried to negotiate the cotton in my mouth. "Y-Yeah I did."
He stared at me for so long I thought I would disappear. I wrapped my hands around my chest and looked away. I was beginning to think I had made a mistake in telling him when I felt his hand on my shoulder. I looked around at him unable to stop the tears from coming.
"It's okay Will. I mean I'm just surprised that's all." His hand tightened on my shoulder.
"Do Kevin and your Dad know?"
I nodded. "I told them a while ago. I've known for a long time."
"And you're just getting around to telling me?" Kyle leapt off the bed and I quickly followed. "I thought we told each other everything Will?"
"I would have told you Kyle, but I didn't want it to ruin our friendship and I thought that telling you was the one thing that would. You are my best friend I couldn't lose you."
"You should have trusted me Will. We will always be friends nothing you say will take that away. I thought you knew that." Kyle sat dejectedly on the bed again, and stared off into space.
I knelt in front of him hands on his knees. "I'm sorry, I guess I was scared. You're not mad?"
Kyle shook his head no. Feeling emboldened I went full throttle. "Since I'm confessing I might as well tell you all of it."
"I love you Kyle."
"I know stupid, I love you too. Wait.." He looked at me realization dawning in his beautiful eyes. "You mean.."
"Yes, I am in love with you. It has always been you."
He just sat there looking down at me. He didn't push me away or hit me, so I did what any hot blooded, hormonal, boy in love with his best friend would do. I rose up on my knees and I kissed him. I let my lips know what his felt like, and I wrapped my arms around him crushing him desperately to me. Nothing happened and then ever so slightly, I felt his lips move. Sweet fuck. My brain went on overload. I moved my mouth over his in what I thought was encouragement.
Kyle was kissing me back and I had no fucking idea what the hell I was doing. It occurred to me that it was too easy but I quickly moved on from that. My experience was limited and the few gay porn movies I had seen were not in preparation for this. I decided to just go with it. His skin felt hot beneath mine and with him rubbing my back just made it hotter. I pushed him back on the bed slowly, scared that he would cry foul any minute. I straddled him, bending over to kiss his neck and shoulders. I ran my hands over his chest and followed them with my lips, twirling my tongue around the splattering of hair surrounding his nipples. When I got to his belly button I slowed suddenly unsure of what came next.
I looked back up at Kyle. His eyes were closed and his face flushed. I reached up my hand and caressed his face.
"Can I touch you?"
His eyes sprang open. I saw confusion, heat and desire. "You are touching me." He rasped.
"Can I touch you here?" I drew up my hand against his hard cock, outlined against his shorts.
He hissed his reaction to my touch and nodded.